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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

buh-bye 2012.



to be honest, i don’t know where to begin. 2012 has been conceivably the toughest year of my life. from being kidnapped from my place of residence and moving 5,000 miles away from home to a foreign place without family nor friends, attending a boarding school unwilling, traveling to Mogadishu where my dad was raised and encountering upon hundreds of family members i have never met, 2012 will always be remembered to me as the year of changes. I’ve met some of the best people, and worst that i will never sincerely never forget. i’ve met drug dealers, orphans, presidents, tribe leaders, and sorrowfully some of my own family members that i never knew existed. i went to court. i went to jail. i went to funerals.i went to small villages that people have only a piece of stale bread to eat and are frightened to sleep panicking if they will see the next day.  i went to weddings. i went to graduations. i’ve been to my mother’s homeland. i’ve been to my father’s homeland. i’ve done things i’m proud of and things that are shameful. i’ve been abandoned. i’ve been hurt. i’ve been loved. i know people that have passed away (God forgive them and may they R.I.P) and beautiful babies that were born. I have learned so many things from 2012. things happened to me, that i never in my entire life thought, let alone happen to me. I will not look back on the decisions i made. I will not let those things ruin my 2013. I want to make this year better for me, my family, and friends. i want to graduate my sophomore year with at least at 3.8 and most importantly, stay out of trouble.

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